It's my husband's birthday, y'all!

IT'S MY HUSBAND'S BIRTHDAY. And although I've sucked at updating the blog lately, which I will try to rectify next week, HE IS AMAZING AND DESERVES A CAPITAL LETTER BIRTHDAY SHOUT OUT ON ALL INTERNET MODALITIES.

Christian Jordan, I love you with every fiber of my being and I sure do love being your wife. I am SO proud of how hard you are working right now...I know it's tough and I know you're ready to move onto something else (me too....this surgical rotation can die a slow painful death for all I care). You are SO close to being finished with the two roughest rotations of 3rd year. You're a rockstar. You're my rockstar. Happy 26th, my love.

Us, one month after his 19th birthday. We were cute babies, right? 

LOVE,

Ash

National Breastfeeding Month!!!

Hey folks. It's National Breastfeeding Month! Read more about the conversation and ways to participate here. I am extremely passionate about breastfeeding and providing breastfeeding support - my FAVORITE part of my job is helping teens explore and establish breastfeeding. Watching their continued success months down the road is one of the most rewarding experiences as a nurse, lactation educator, and childbirth educator.



If you or someone you know is pregnant or breastfeeding and needs help and support, La Leche League International is a wonderful resource with support groups meeting all around the world.

Happy Tuesday, everyone.


Love,
Ash

dreams.

[I sit down on my brother's bed where Christian is napping - we're at my folks' for a short weekend visit after I attended a breastfeeding conference down here all day Friday. Christian is sleeping, which is what you do with your spare time when you're in medical school.]

I nudge him a little.
Me: "Chris.....honey......"
Christian: (eyes still shut) "What?"
Me: "I think we should get ready and go hang out with your parents for a while."
Christian: "We won't have any insulin if we go over there....."
Me: "What???"
Christian: "What??? What are you asking me?"
Me: "Your parents' house?....."
Christian: "Oh...yeah, sure....20 more minutes...."

Bottom line: he is constantly dreaming about being at the hospital. I remember when I started working in the ICU, I had the worst dreams about forgetting to do things for my patients or missing things in my assessment that turned out to be crucial.  A few times I dreamed that I was taking care of a bunch of kids I went to high school with in my ICU. Very weird. Or sometimes I'd wake up in a cold sweat having dreamed I left the hospital to go to lunch (which you cannot do) and just didn't come back until the last hour of my shift. It's crazy how much stress will manifest itself in your dreams. I hope they let up a little for him soon.

I found in the past year working in public health and childbirth education I just dream about pregnancy. Being pregnant, being in labor, breastfeeding my babies, other people being pregnant, attending other people's births...I'm unsure how much of that is my inner midwife and how much of that is having a loving husband and 25-year-old ovaries controlling your dreams. I can say that as a birth enthusiast it's hard to complain about dreams like that. Much better than dreaming your old ex-boyfriend from sophomore year of high school is intubated and on an insulin drip.

Anybody else's work manifest itself in their dreams?

Finals week is upon me. Surgery rotation is upon Christian. God help us both.

Love,

Ash

Guess who caught the first baby?

Yesterday Christian caught his first baby and was absolutely in love. He remembered everything about the parents and the baby's name and how much he weighed. I told him to be careful or he'll catch the fever and we can only handle one birth worker in this family (but who knows!?). He has his shelf exam - the exam after each specialty rotation - coming up so we're both spending the weekend buried in books.

First semester clinicals are winding down for me. I have learned so much and am starting to actually feel like a student midwife. I also love that I am now more helpful in the clinic than a pain in the butt. I take patients off different schedules and see them on my own, which really lightens the load for the other providers. I am so lucky to have been invited to stay at the same site for my second semester ambulatory care clinical (pretty much the same stuff as this past semester) - this means not having to re-learn a different EHR, not having to develop a new relationship with a different preceptor and provider. I am thrilled, I love my current site (and my many preceptors in this huge practice...I regularly rotate with 4 different midwives). I'm now just counting down to December when I get to start catching!!! AHHH! So exciting (and I can't believe that Christian beat me to it!).

Survived!

I survived my test (got an A!), got everything done I had on my list for the week (there was a lot), and I got to see Batman with Christian. Absolutely zero complaints here. As part of one of my last minute projects I've been uploading our honeymoon photos so I can print some and put them in an album. I enjoy looking at these so much! We had such a fantastic trip - almost entirely thanks to all the wonderful people who contributed to it. Thought I'd share some of my favorites before I head to bed. 

I can't believe we're inching towards that 2 year wedding anniversary....and I can't believe I'm married to this guy, I'm still in shock. I do truly love him more today than I did then (which I did not think was humanly possible). Don't you just love digging up old photos (old being a relative term in this case)?


Night.

Ash

Achievement unlocked.

I am taking this extremely small break between modules to come up for air and say hi to the world. Hello world.

So, Chris is on week 3 of OBGYN rotations and so far he's survived GYN surgery, OBGYN clinic, 2 call shifts (27 hours straight, what the...?!), and lots of blood/placenta spattered scrubs (I'm glad those stay at the hospital and don't come home). He is loving OBGYN just like I knew he would. He hasn't caught any babies yet, but has caught 2 placentas and has first assisted in a GYN surgery and a cesarean. He's getting great experiences and loves his attendings and residents. [Note: Only the husband of a midwife/midwife-in-training would use the phrase 'catching babies' versus delivering them...mamas birth babies, providers help catch...and there is no end to how much I love that he says this.]

Feeling like single girlz during one of Christian's call shifts.

He says if anything ever happened with emergency medicine that he'd look into it. OBGYN and a midwife...I'm sure it wouldn't be the first time. I'm still betting he'll remain enamored with emergency medicine and I think it's a great fit for him. Right now I'm just glad he's enjoying the rotation. The hours have been a little tough but we're making it work.

I myself am nose to the grindstone trying to prepare for an exam on Thursday. It's a ton of material and everyone in the class is overwhelmed (not just me...I guess that's good). It's hard because it's the first GYN class and I'm so excited to be on midwifery content but it's just SO dense it's really hard to sift through. Hopefully I'll survive and live to see another semester.

My cave right now...no we CANNOT do it!

In the meantime, Christian got a little break tonight after working a 27 hour shift starting Saturday morning so he had the boys over for Star Wars, barbecue, beer for the drinkers (root for the non), and breaking ground on construction of a rather large Lego R2-D2 model. I hate to be locked away while fun things are happening but I'm really glad he's getting a chance to unwind before the week starts allll ovverrrr againnnnn (nothing to be done to stop it, trust me, I've tried).

Hope you all enjoyed your weekend!

Ash

hey jimmy kimmel, YOU SUCK!

If I had a dollar for every time a kid said this in the following videos, I'd have at least $10. Am I a bad person for thinking it's hilarious to have a laugh at your kid's expense every once in a while? Perhaps. These videos remind me of when my brother went through a hilarious prank phase (that I may or may not have found funny at the time) and no one was off limits. Okay, a few may cross into the slightly mean territory (specifically the father's day ones?) but if thinking these are hilarious is wrong, I don't wanna be right. Keep 'em coming, Jimmy. Compiled for your viewing pleasure:

(Which ones are your favorites?)



I told my kids I ate their Halloween candy - DEFINITE favorite at 2:45. Although 1:04 is great (I love this dad's attention to detail) and 2:00 is amazing. I love a 'glass half full' kind of kid.



Crappy Christmas gift - okay, 1:40 takes the cake...I love that the brother is totally ready to take it, nice kids - they just seem confused. :) 3:45, that kid needs to be grounded, big time.



Crappy gift part II - The little girls at 1:12 are adorable. The winners are probably a tie between 2:26 and 3:20 (that kid is totally STOKED to get a potato).



Waking up kids for school in the summer - Note: my sister would have literally socked my parents in the face if they pulled this on her...girlfriend is NOT a morning person. 1:04 is good, that's what I would've done...1:28, those sweet boys, I love them trying to do the math in their heads.



I unplugged the TV during the game - Lesson of this video, adults use foul language and throw things. :) I like the guy at 1:10 and the dude at 1:30, but the boldest one is the kid who does it in a room FULL of people at 2:00, not with the remote but straight up unplugs that flat screen.



I Silverstone'd my kids - Okay, the percentage of kids who eat the food is hilarious (especially the ones who say they like it). The first kids are pretty funny (I don't know why there's so much crying?! I would've just run from my mom and called her nasty). The last kid in the 1:25 sequence totally calls mom out on her BS. 3:05, they're totally into it.



I sprayed my dad with a hose - Okay, depending on the day my dad had, he'd either think this was hilarious or be super bummed. I'd just have to select my moment very carefully. I feel like some people did not choose quite as wisely. Love the guy at 0:40 with the hot tea, 1:36 - this dad is so calm, and of course 2:24....don't dish it if ya can't take it, Jimmy.



I sprayed my dad with a hose, part II - 0:38, I love that chasing ensues, 1:00 - this dad totally uses an innocent dog as a shield, 1:26 - this kid is a prime example of wrong time wrong place. 2:07, "Why are you doing this?!"




Love,

Ash

PS - Can you tell someone is doing his first overnight call shift leaving another certain someone alone to her own devices? (The dog can't stop me.)